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Tenacious D Rocks.
Anxiety, still
2005-02-21 - 7:29 a.m.
This sucks. I've been in high anxiety mode since Thursday now, feeling afraid for absolutely no reason. My guess is that this is a reaction to the stress I was feeling while I was unemployed: I got a job and had three weeks or so to enjoy it, and now I'm having to deal with all the stress I wasn't dealing with before. Or something.
I've been giving some serious thought to getting help, somehow. I don't want drugs, if I can avoid them, and I don't really want to end up blaming everything on my mother. Those two desires automatically eliminate any therapist who is a television stereotype, and without TV stereotypes, what else is there?
As soon as I can start doing things that I'm supposed to be doing, I'll be okay. And living in constant, but focus-less, fear is kind of bracing in a way. Gets the heart pumping, or something.
Argh!
Cheers,
The Magus
