Refuge

2008-08-16 - 1:49 a.m.

Okay, so here's a the-magus purpose: stuff I would ordinarily write in a blog but can't write in a blog because one or more people I know read some blog and are quite sensitive about things I might write in a blog so that they will end our friendship because of stuff I write in a blog.

Or something.

I'm possibly in love. I use the "possibly" because the last time I used that word I wasclearly rebounding, and got totally completely hurt.

So right now, I happen to be kissing and having sex with a guy who is completely non-objectionable, and with whom I mostly spend my time trying to figure out what will eventually cause him to leave me. The rest of my time is spent trying to hide what I'm spending the most of my time thinking about. One word: Healthy.

Plus, I'm planning to leave my rugby team, for such vulgar reasons as: our best score this year is 50-0. We were the 0. Also, hearing some guy say "let's do it for [the-magus]" in a tone so laden with obligation that I literally could have puked, but instead stopped saying anything for the rest of the Pride Parade (no one noticed).

Oh! Oh! Also, I am so, so, SO tired of talks about how awesome we are, when I actually think we have simultaneously become more profitable and less skillfull as a team.

Anyway, I got issues, and diaryland can help me milk them.

Woo!

Cheers,

The-Magus

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